mood :

*sigh* Things are not getting as good as I expected. I couldn't get the score which I hoped for. My academy performance is getting worse and worse.

Sometimes, I'm thinking that I'm not suitable to study. People say I'm smart, yet, I don't know what's going wrong somewhere, which unable me to perform well enough. Always getting C is really not good enough.

Today, I get back my mid-term test. Calculus 1, I got 48/62, which is out of my expectation. It's one of the easiest courses I had ever encounter with. Yet, due to my careless, my mark has been deducted from question to question.

Calculus 3, I got 39/82, which is HORRIBLE. I talked to Ms. Teresa, who is our lecturer. She said the only thing I can do is to keep on doing better, as there's no other way. I checked the class average, and seems like for Calculus 3, I'm scoring below class average.

As for Calculus 2, I'm around average, and yet, that's not what I want. *sigh* I'm so dissapointed with it.

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It's been almost a year I didn't update my xanga site. Thanks for some reasons, I really need some place to voice out my depression, and since my multiply.com has been blocked by the fucking Taylor's server, I had no choice but to turn back to my xanga.

As things are getting worse, what might come to me as good?

mood :

I guess I'm going to join Multiply.com instead of Xanga.com. ^o^

Add me at http://coconutwei.multiply.com. Hope to hear from you guys soon.

mood :

Weird, I know even more friends when I'm about to leave. Too bad, I don't think I'll have the chance to meet them for a long period. Aiya~~

Other than that, leaving Malaysia let me know better about who concern me better. I love you guys yo... *muackx*

mood :

Oh well, my time in Malaysia are getting shorter and shorter. I wish to go back, and yet, I don't wish to go back too. The reasons are pretty simple. There's too many friends here for me, I like my friends here. I love them, I like to be with them. However, we all have our own life to keep it on, and I don't like to waste my time without doing anything. So, I like to go back to continuing my study rather than wasting my time.

Hmm, still, I don't really feel like going back now. I really like Malaysia. *sob*

mood :

Internet service has been downed for a few days. Coz the credit went down to 0. >_<. It's kinda hard to survive in those days without internet. Guess internet is still the place I like to hang around.

mood :

Best buddies were back for few days. So glad to see them once again. We chat, we play, we got crazy together. I really miss those time. It's really so hard to find a group of friends who able trust each other so much. And a great news, one of them finally got a gf which all of us didn't expect.

Ok, we ended up playing poker without sleeping until 7am+. Take a short nap after a shower. Then we went out once again for some shopping. I got some daily stuffs for the use of a year. Ha!!